| I haven't written in xanga for a very very long time and part of me really misses the fact that i can write ang blog about almost anything and everything. FB can never replace this and although i've been MIA from the xanga community... this is the one place that i can always go back and remember how it was back in my day.. through all the college crams, parties and some milestones in my life that i've shared here. Here's another momumental event that i'd like to share -We're engaged!! Ant and I have been going out for 11+ years and he proposed when we were in Cabo. It was very sweet and very romantic and VERY unexpected. Although, i guess hearing it from the outside, it seemed a little obvious but after what i went thru this year... it was not obvious to me at all. I tried not to put any pressure on him of when it needed to happen or how I wanted it to be... but there were definitely times when i've openly expressed myself when I felt like times-a-ticking. i remember hating myself after saying anything but I always knew that it didnt phase him and i knew that whenever he planned for it to be... it would be just perfect b/c it would on his own terms and not because he was feeling pressure. I remember him reassuring me w/ "you're going to feel weak in the knees when it happens" and i def. did... I'm glad it happened the way it did...and even though he said he was going to "wing" it during the trip.... it was just perfect and it was a moment i'll never forget. And so the planning starts ... the bridal part is all chosen which was prob. the easiest thing I have ever done. When you have such amazing friends- its easy to know who you want to stand by your side on your special day. We just started the guestlist.. and it is a bit harder than i expected. The fact that we want it a destination wedding made it a little easier to narrow down the list but still.. there's so many fine line and grey areas of who to invite & who not to. anway- the list goes on for what i need to do but i'll be sure to keep xanga update. |
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